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This selfie was taken on finals week. I took about several millions of them avoiding studying and homework and oh god I was so miserable (black turtleneck and dark lipstick explain it all). BUT IT’S ALL OVER, SCHOOL IS OUT, THE WORLD IS GOING TO END (i pray), I WILL DIE, I TASTE FREEDOM. 

This selfie was taken on finals week. I took about several millions of them avoiding studying and homework and oh god I was so miserable (black turtleneck and dark lipstick explain it all). BUT IT’S ALL OVER, SCHOOL IS OUT, THE WORLD IS GOING TO END (i pray), I WILL DIE, I TASTE FREEDOM. 

My photobooth is dumb. Today I went to the beach at sunrise and stood in the ocean for an hour. I didn’t move, I just wanted to feel the waves rush past me. It was as if they were caressing me. The water collected in my palms, holding my hand. I really am glad my hand was held today. 

My photobooth is dumb. Today I went to the beach at sunrise and stood in the ocean for an hour. I didn’t move, I just wanted to feel the waves rush past me. It was as if they were caressing me. The water collected in my palms, holding my hand. I really am glad my hand was held today. 

I’m feeling this weird combination of being really really happy, and really really anxious, scared, and lonely. 

Most perfect day 

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I went to bed at three in the morning and woke up at six, witnessing the sunrise. I then wrote a twenty page analysis of skin touching skin. My lips are stained rosy pink from  raspberries and my hair smells like jasmines. I’m going on a mini road trip with my cousin for the day to a forest and I expect to take many naps amongst moss and moths. 

I went to bed at three in the morning and woke up at six, witnessing the sunrise. I then wrote a twenty page analysis of skin touching skin. My lips are stained rosy pink from  raspberries and my hair smells like jasmines. I’m going on a mini road trip with my cousin for the day to a forest and I expect to take many naps amongst moss and moths. 

I’m lonely and I look dead because I feel dead. 
someone hold me.

I’m lonely and I look dead because I feel dead. 

someone hold me.

I feel like water. Strong enough to hold a ship, but still able to slip through your fingers.