bye



My mind and heart are experiencing emotions that resemble an impressionism painting. Short brush strokes scattered everywhere, bright and noticeable colors, capturing every feeling and experience rather than achieving an accurate depiction of what they actually are.

I look like I’m dying, because I am.

I look like I’m dying, because I am.

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This selfie was taken on finals week. I took about several millions of them avoiding studying and homework and oh god I was so miserable (black turtleneck and dark lipstick explain it all). BUT IT’S ALL OVER, SCHOOL IS OUT, THE WORLD IS GOING TO END (i pray), I WILL DIE, I TASTE FREEDOM. 

This selfie was taken on finals week. I took about several millions of them avoiding studying and homework and oh god I was so miserable (black turtleneck and dark lipstick explain it all). BUT IT’S ALL OVER, SCHOOL IS OUT, THE WORLD IS GOING TO END (i pray), I WILL DIE, I TASTE FREEDOM. 

My photobooth is dumb. Today I went to the beach at sunrise and stood in the ocean for an hour. I didn’t move, I just wanted to feel the waves rush past me. It was as if they were caressing me. The water collected in my palms, holding my hand. I really am glad my hand was held today. 

My photobooth is dumb. Today I went to the beach at sunrise and stood in the ocean for an hour. I didn’t move, I just wanted to feel the waves rush past me. It was as if they were caressing me. The water collected in my palms, holding my hand. I really am glad my hand was held today. 

I’m feeling this weird combination of being really really happy, and really really anxious, scared, and lonely. 

Most perfect day 

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I went to bed at three in the morning and woke up at six, witnessing the sunrise. I then wrote a twenty page analysis of skin touching skin. My lips are stained rosy pink from  raspberries and my hair smells like jasmines. I’m going on a mini road trip with my cousin for the day to a forest and I expect to take many naps amongst moss and moths. 

I went to bed at three in the morning and woke up at six, witnessing the sunrise. I then wrote a twenty page analysis of skin touching skin. My lips are stained rosy pink from  raspberries and my hair smells like jasmines. I’m going on a mini road trip with my cousin for the day to a forest and I expect to take many naps amongst moss and moths.